Oh well ...

What happens if the seven lean years turn out to be the fat years?

All religions are peaceful

(At least for as long as they stay a minority.)

Convince me (03)

Convince me
That you desire me
Convince me
That I’m not just convenient
Convince me
That it’s not fear
Convince me
Convince me
Convince me

Our love did somewhere smother
And now I’m contemplating our life
Yes you’re a good mother
but I also need a wife

Convince me
That you desire me
Convince me
That I’m not just convenient
Convince me
That it’s not fear
Convince me
Convince me
Convince me

I want to be desired
but not so sure by you anymore
years of your withholding
made me longing for the door

Convince me
That you desire me
Convince me
That I’m not just convenient
Convince me
That it’s not fear
Convince me
Convince me
Convince me

One time we made a pledge
Therefore I will give it one last try
But I doubt we’ll manage
Our relation went awry

Convince me
That you desire me
Convince me
That I’m not just convenient
Convince me
That it’s not fear
Convince me
Convince me
Convince me

Convince me (02)

By telling you: “no more”
I did not shut the door
Can you be who I need
perhaps then we’ll procede

Here we are, estranged
Feelings deranged
Is it too late
What will be our fate

Can I ask what I ask
Can you give what you don't
Will what is left revive
Is it enough to thrive

Here we are, estranged
Feelings deranged
Is it too late
What will be our fate

I look back on our years
With grateful souvenirs
Let your passion recover
Be my friend ánd lover

Here we are, estranged
Feelings deranged
Is it too late
What will be our fate

Yes I have changed

And I won’t go back to my old identity
that would be a devaluation.

It would have been funny...

I always wanted my spouse to be my right hand...
now my right hand has taken her place.

Convince me (01)

Convince me
That you desire me
Convince me
That I’m not just convenient
Convince me
That it’s not fear
Convince me
Convince me
Convince me

I want to be desired

... but not so sure by you anymore
years of your withholding
made me longing for the door.

Farewell to the status quo

Initiating Chaos in an effort to create Gaia and Eros.

Departure

at the station
my emotional luggage in one suitcase
my personal growth in the other
starting a one year journey
and although it’ll be rough
my terminus is happiness

Evolution

I'm more me now.

I'm the main character!

(in a cheap novel)

Seven lean years

Years of cutting cords
got the lost one in my hand and ...

Shakespeare revised

To be or to be conscious.
That is the question!

Captain's drift

open and above board
without animosity
shaping my course
aiming at Shangri-La

Point of no return

Phobos or Deimos...

Fledging

slumbering life
silent suffering
the unknown sacrifice

Startling new intelligence estimate that Tehran isn't working on a bomb.

No kidding?