Two days ago I started with my daily injections, I hope they will help. I recognize signs of some sort of dementia. I keep loosing things and yesterday I forgot that I was filling the bath and had the water run for three hours.
Like paralyzed when a tension of 400 grams is set to pull my head. Fainting when being massaged. Fattening 700-800 grams per week. Suffering from neck pain, amnesia, insomnia, morning temper and dulled emotions. My normal reasonable chess rating is in a free fall.
Like an indifferent outsider, I'm stoically observing how my intellectual powers are degenerating. Passivity and abating emotions are insidious overcoming me, yet I will try to keep blogging and describe this process of deterioration.