Miserably unequal

Desired depth of desire, connection and involvement
by you...
by me...

Only victims

I love you
I do
but I decided
(and it hurts me too)
that I'd rather be lonely alone
than lonely with you.

But for the rest I am fine (001)

Suddenly? Midlife crisis? Impulsive?

August 15, 2005
August 20, 2005
August 25, 2007
September 30, 2007
December 9, 2007
December 16, 2007
December 16, 2007
February 13, 2008

Reward for services rendered

Yeah, sure.

Watch it that she doesn't take you by the balls!

Well, if there is something I do not have to worry about...

At least something we both agree on...

... your merit that I preferred to work so hard rather then being at home.

tweede deisel

Wie het onderste uit de kan wil hebben...

Er is er één jarig, hoera, hoera!

En dat vinden wij allemaal prettig
ja ja

Divorce: victim and wrongdoer (02)

I thought that in the last 25 years I built some credit with my future ex-family so that they would have contacted me to hear if there is more depth to "the story".

Tant pis, back to the order of the day.

Flown wolf

Better turning half way
than go fully astray.

The sacred matrimony

Sacred to who and why?

Soit...

I do not need support nor disapproval of others of my decision to break with my spouse. If, for your world view, you need to give me the role of wrongdoer in this divorce feel free to do so.

My idea? I have no obligation to you to stay unhappy for the rest of my life just for all your sake.

I can still look at myself in the mirror and that's my only reference.

What do you blame me? That it took me so long to decide?

Four months later

Four months after I wrote Oh irony (omen? amen? out?) the shards are still in our bedroom.

literally and metaphorically

Divorce: victim and wrongdoer (01)

Live can be so easy.

Et alors?

...

Melancolia

Als men ten laatste heeft gevonden
Waar heel de ziel naar smacht,
Dan is 't te laat, de dag verzwonden,
Reeds valt de nacht.

Als 't kleed ons past, is het versleten,
Als men het boek kent, is het uit,
Als men het leven komt te weten,
Dan valt het scherm dat alles sluit.


C. Vosmaer (1826-1888)

Double dark