Showing posts with label narcissistic. Show all posts
Showing posts with label narcissistic. Show all posts
Thursday, February 14, 2008
Oubollig rijmpje
Alleen dan kan liefde tronen
Radieus en oh zo zoet
Als men vrij en ongedwongen
Simpel alles voor elkander doet.
Labels:
Circum said,
friendship,
future,
happiness,
love,
narcissistic,
passion,
satyriasis,
self-actualization,
self-awareness,
spontaneousness
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Holocaust survivors, second generation (14)
Reading back the blogs I wrote under the "Holocaust Survivors, second generation" I came to realize that I have not really closed the subject yet. So here it goes.
Mid 2006 a court doctor ordered some tests because, following an accident I had September 2005, I had complained about certain cognitive functions that I felt were diminished. A few months later I learned that this test was an IQ test and that I was rated as highly gifted. Then through a friend I found out about Mensa (an organization for highly gifted people). I became a member and started to join their social meetings and conversation groups. By comparing my experiences with other Mensa members I had a revealing insight on the subject of the anti-Semitism I encountered in my youth. The majority of the supposed anti-Semites from my youth were most likely only using my sensitivity about my Jewishness as a target for their uneasiness with my being “different”. The major reason for me being “different” must have been my high IQ, but back then the only valid reason I could find and was aware of was my origin. This insight did not only make me lose my residual anger but I also became much milder towards ‘ordinary’ people I encounter because now I realize that everybody acts to their own abilities.
To the first post in the "second generation" sequence.
Mid 2006 a court doctor ordered some tests because, following an accident I had September 2005, I had complained about certain cognitive functions that I felt were diminished. A few months later I learned that this test was an IQ test and that I was rated as highly gifted. Then through a friend I found out about Mensa (an organization for highly gifted people). I became a member and started to join their social meetings and conversation groups. By comparing my experiences with other Mensa members I had a revealing insight on the subject of the anti-Semitism I encountered in my youth. The majority of the supposed anti-Semites from my youth were most likely only using my sensitivity about my Jewishness as a target for their uneasiness with my being “different”. The major reason for me being “different” must have been my high IQ, but back then the only valid reason I could find and was aware of was my origin. This insight did not only make me lose my residual anger but I also became much milder towards ‘ordinary’ people I encounter because now I realize that everybody acts to their own abilities.
To the first post in the "second generation" sequence.
Labels:
narcissistic,
philosophy,
second generation,
self-awareness
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
Narcissistic, me? (02)
No, I’m just very happy I found myself.
Labels:
happiness,
narcissistic,
self-mockery
Wednesday, December 12, 2007
I'm the main character!
(in a cheap novel)
Labels:
narcissistic,
self-awareness,
self-mockery
Monday, November 05, 2007
Self-awareness (05)
Covering my narcissism with a blanket of irony.
Labels:
narcissistic,
self-awareness,
self-mockery
Sunday, October 21, 2007
With an IQ like mine I know a lot
(but my wife knows everything better)
Saturday, September 29, 2007
King Circum
Now I'm the king of the swingers
Oh, the jungle VIP
I've reached the top and had to stop
And that's what botherin' me
I wanna be a man, mancub
And stroll right into town
And be just like the other men
I'm tired of monkeyin' around!
- "King Louis" (junglebook) - Written by: Richard M. Sherman and Robert B. Sherman -
Labels:
lyrics,
narcissistic,
self-actualization,
self-awareness,
self-mockery
Thursday, August 30, 2007
Sometimes I’m really funny...
but most of the times I already know my own jokes.
Labels:
narcissistic,
rationalists,
self-mockery,
various
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
Narcissistic, me?
No, I’m just very happy I found myself again.
Monday, May 02, 2005
The emperor’s clothes
Labels:
narcissistic,
philosophy,
self-mockery,
various
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